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Red Tears by Megan Moran

You will never know my heart is still bleeding ...

Red tears fall from my heart into a bloody red pond...
It's been bleeding for sometime now...
I thought that I closed it all up when you broke it...
But I guess I didn't do a good job because it still bleeds and feels broken...
And it's been a while sense you broke it...
But still to this day it feels broken into pieces...
And that some of the pieces are still missing and gone...
Waiting for someone to come along and help me fix it and love it back to health...
But instead it sits here broken missing pieces feeling alone no love only hurt...
And bleeding red tears...
People can see that it's broken
But they can only see the surface crack...
When it goes deeper down than anyone can see...
Is this pain that you've caused me worth living for anymore...
I've bleed so much threw my heart and my wrist...
You've caused me so much pain...
Breaking my heart for the first time ever...
Never thought it would hurt this much or that I would love you like I do...
But it hurts so much more than I thought...
And I love you more than you'll ever know...
And I love you the same even though you've hurt me so badly and made me bleed and cry...
I can tell you that I love you to the day I die can you say the same...
No I don't think so cuz if you did I don't think you would have hurt me like you did...
My heart still bleeding
How much longer will it bleed and hurt cuz of you...
How much longer will I hurt cuz of you...
Not wanting to wait and find out...
I take my razor that has been there for me from the beginning and makes cuts on my arm...
More red tears fall...
Fall from my heart and my wrist...
And tears fall from my eyes...
Never again do I have to deal with this hurt you've caused me...
Or deal with this broken bleeding heart...